Am I pregnant??
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|Thu, 05-20-2004 - 12:42am|
I'm new to the boards....I posted a LONG post earlier tonight, and for some reason cannnot find it now...The way my mind has been running, I probably posted it on another board,uh.
Anyway, I'm going to make it short and sweet this time. I hope someone can help me.
I took (2) "First Response" pregnancy tests. The first one at 7:30 p.m. and the next at 7:00 a.m. the next day. They were both POSITIVE. I was so excited because my background is, I have one tube and one ovary, and my fallopian tube is blocked! So it would be a miracle!! But the doctors in my past always said "you never know, they have seen things happen"..So I always put it in Gods hands, and believed if I asked.
I always hear people say "a line is a line"...The line was pink on both positive tests, but it was faint and very very thin. Now when I say thin, thin like the border around this post...And to boot, they both came up very quickly, 1 minute the most.
I went to the hospital today, and brought the tests with me, and a midwife said it didn't look positive to her. The nurse said "It looked positive to her" BUT...I called "First Response" company, the 800 number, and the woman asked me several questions, and concluded it was positive. She said as long as you see a line with color....Now who do I believe???? I am going to my regular doctor tomorrow for a blood test...I just moved here, and don't have a gyno as yet, uh.
The odd thing is, I was very depressed before May 2nd, (my mom very sick) and usually my period won't come when I'm depressed. Well, it did, which I thought was strange. The first day, was like a regular period, with a small clot on the liner....hmm? By the 3rd day, the blood was very red, but very little...Then it went on to brown staining for 8 days....Could that have been a miscarriage? I am so confused...
I am so upset, because it's sort of like, here we go again! I have a child through IVF (first try), and she is going on 6 years old. So I have my miracle....thank God...But I am itching for another one. I was so sure I was pregnant this time, my husband even had tears in his eyes when I told him. The thought of me not is devastating....
Can someone give me some advice please....What do you think?