And so it goes...
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|Thu, 01-07-2010 - 5:04pm|
The new year has begun, and we have now passed our time frame for TTC, and AF arrived today after some very conflicting symptoms.
After losing our last baby last January, we had decided to give it a go until Christmas. We had several less than ideal months when AF came as no surprise, and only a few that were really well timed. DH has said that we don't have to quit now if I don't want to, but I know he is only saying that because he loves me and knows I still want another. So while I do still want another, I am also coming to terms with our family as it is and am more at peace with it all than I was a year ago.
I am not totally calling it quits yet as far as doing anything to prevent it, but I am not sure how much I will do from here on to keep track of what is happening. I think I am starting to get to that dreaded change, as my cycles have been just a little different the last couple of months, nothing serious, just ovulating a little later, temps not being as consistent, things like that. If I keep temping I will be more tempted to actively TTC, yet it would also be nice to know if/when ovulation has occurred. So, I am not sure what things will look like from here on.
I will still pop in and keep tabs on you ladies, :-) but I likely won't be as active. It is time to move on with my life, and get a few other things in order. First of all might be a trip to the dentist! Lol! Thanks for all the support, it has been great to know you ladies.
Loving Mom to three