Angry, jealous, sad and feeling guilty
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|Thu, 09-17-2009 - 5:11pm|
I'm feeling like a real *ss right now for feeling jilted.... 3 friends of mine that have been ttc for the same length of time as me have all gotten BFP's in the last week. And as much as I am happy for them, I really really am, it makes me sooooo sad, angry and jealous. Sad because I should be 18 weeks pregnant right now :( but we lost the baby. Angry because AF showed up and super jealous because I want to be pregnant too.
Seeing the 3rd BFP announcement today really took the wind right out of me....I didn't expect to go thru this when we began this journey almost a year ago.. Anyhow sorry for the vent ladies and I know there are some of you that have been trying for a lot longer but damn this sucks! I'm emotionally done for today..