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|Mon, 10-12-2009 - 9:54pm|
I am cross-posting this since no one on TTCAM seems to want to respond...
well, it appears I am back in business! Looks like I ovulated Sun or Mon. Now I just have to survive the next week!! I got a BFP in July, diagnosed with blighted ovum and then had D&C in Aug. Cycle appeared to have gotten back on track after a very light AF. Anyone else excited and hopeful about a new BFP but also terrified??? Since "O" was a day or 2 off what it usually is, I am guessing that LP phase might be off too. But I hope/plan to test next weekend (which by the way is our 1st wedding anniversary!!!). It would be soooo awesome to be able to give my DH a positive HPT test as an anniversary gift!! But I am also terrified to see those 2 lines or "pregnant". I am very nervous/scared to experience another loss.
Any advice/suggestions how to NOT go crazy at this point??? :-o