excited but scared

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excited but scared
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Mon, 10-12-2009 - 9:54pm

Hi,

I am cross-posting this since no one on TTCAM seems to want to respond...

well, it appears I am back in business! Looks like I ovulated Sun or Mon. Now I just have to survive the next week!! I got a BFP in July, diagnosed with blighted ovum and then had D&C in Aug. Cycle appeared to have gotten back on track after a very light AF. Anyone else excited and hopeful about a new BFP but also terrified??? Since "O" was a day or 2 off what it usually is, I am guessing that LP phase might be off too. But I hope/plan to test next weekend (which by the way is our 1st wedding anniversary!!!). It would be soooo awesome to be able to give my DH a positive HPT test as an anniversary gift!! But I am also terrified to see those 2 lines or "pregnant". I am very nervous/scared to experience another loss.

Any advice/suggestions how to NOT go crazy at this point??? :-o


Alex



Me - 41 DH - 48


TTC since March '09 (#1 for me, #2 for DH)
BFP 7/09 - M/C 8/09



Alex

Me 42,

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Mon, 10-12-2009 - 10:48pm

I can certainly understand why you'd be scared to death but you've got to get thru the scary parts to get to the good parts unfortunately.

 


 


Susan V

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Tue, 10-13-2009 - 3:54am
((((Alex)))) The first month is so hard to get through, seems like everyday I was looking for signs and symptoms, reading into everything. And at that point we hadn't even decided if we wanted to try or not! I don't know what you can do to keep from going crazy, except to just take it one moment at a time. That would be such an awesome surprise for your DH, I really hope it happens for you!

Michelle


Loving Mom to three

Michelle


Loving Mom to three rambunctious 

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Tue, 10-13-2009 - 11:20am
Go, Alex! Wishing you a BFP and a very sticky bean.

Susan CB






Susan CB

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Tue, 10-13-2009 - 8:33pm

Thanks you guys!! :-))

I am sending you all a huge cyber hug!! I have to confess that I POAS today just because! I didn't expect anything and it was like scratching an itch. I hope/plan to test again on Friday.


Alex



Me - 41 DH - 48


TTC since March '09 (#1 for me, #2 for DH)
BFP 7/09 - M/C 8/09



Alex

Me 42,

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Tue, 10-13-2009 - 8:41pm

I can't tell you how to stay sane during the 2ww.....I fail miserably every cycle!


I've never had the same miscarriage experience that you have, unfortunately, had to go through, but I'm sure a bfp would be a mixture of fear & excitement (and perfectly natural).


I'll be rooting for your anniversary gift of a BFP!!!!

Lilypie - (uHMg)








Theresa,

Lilypie - (uHMg)

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Tue, 10-13-2009 - 9:58pm

I don't blame you for being nervous!

Jessica

Me - 44, DH-47     

 

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Registered: 04-07-2009
Wed, 10-14-2009 - 3:10pm
Good Luck Alex! The wait is the worst, hopefully you won't have to waiti again.....
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