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loves_me (Dianne)
| Fri, 08-12-2011 - 4:46pm |
Just wanted to check on you and see how that new job is going for you. Hope you are well and we miss you. Hope to hear from you soon.
Vickie
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Not to hijack Dianne's thread, but Pix, so good to see you here! I have been wondering how you are doing. YAY for DE IVF. I've got a lot of hope for you and so happy to see you moving forward.
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Dianne, so good to hear from you. I am so glad that you and hubby are doing better. You have been in my thoughts and prayers.
If you are ready to try fertility treatments, I say go for it!
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About me: A pixie in the city, 41, TTC#1 since May 2010, married 18 years.
Diagnosed with/surgically removed endometrioma Aug 2010. Sept IUI #1=BFN. Nov IUI #2=BFN. Uterine polyp removed Jan. 2011. Jan 2011 IVF cancelled. No response. 2nd
And Vickie you are a beacon of hope always. Thank you.
First off, I just want to say set the autocorrect feature on my cellphone has made my posts appear as if they were written by a third grader. If you can understand anything that I typed in my last post, you are amazing! Lol
Okay now for an update:
Things with me and DH Have improved significantly In the last couple of weeks. He has been amazing and supportive And I feel like we're closer than we never been. Sometimes I think you have to hit the bottle of something before you can really get to a great place. So relationship wise I am happier than I've ever been. But on a ttc front I am still really discouraged And also very very confused.
I would love your advice. What should I do next? Ivf?? We haven't done any fertility treatments yet because I just needed time to recover from the ectopic and miscarriage. I have physically recovered but emotionally it will take more time, which none of us ever really have over 40!
Anyway thanks for checking in. I will try to post more. I think about all of you often!!!!
I am going to try a local support group this week for the first time, sponsored by resolve.org. have any of you ever thought of doing this? I'll keep you posted.
hugs!
About me: A pixie in the city, 41, TTC#1 since May 2010, married 18 years.
Diagnosed with/surgically removed endometrioma Aug 2010. Sept IUI #1=BFN. Nov IUI #2=BFN. Uterine polyp removed Jan. 2011. Jan 2011 IVF cancelled. No response. 2nd
So good to hear from you. I am glad you love the new job.
Sorry to hear you and hubby are having problems. I think counseling will be good. I know at times it would help me and the hubby. I understand about
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I have been really busy with my new job. I like it much more than the last one and I am grateful for all the distractions from TTC it brings.
DH and I decided to take the summer off of formally TTC. We still be at fertile times but no telling, no opks, no fertility docs. We decided to resume thinking and talking about it in the fall for mental health. Needless to say, its been impossible to stop thinking about it, and I have been super depressed. DH and I are having probe too. His family (mainly his mom) is too enmeshed with him, and its causing probe. Between their overwhelming presence in our lives and the infertility stress, the last year has taken a toll on our relationship. Gonna start marriage counseling.
All that said, I am not going to stop yrd. Whether things work out or not in my marriage, when I am old and gray and loom back on what I did thatmeant something, I want to see motherhood as one of those accomplishments. I hope my ch and I can work things out. We love each other, and when things are good, its a great marriage. Sad today.
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