Not very hopeful

reneelynn1965

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Registered: 08-22-2008

Not very hopeful

10	Tue, 09-22-2009 - 5:33pm

Well I had some concerns lately. Feel PG but symptoms seem very light for being over 6 wks. So had a beta done yesterday. And a vag u/s this afternoon. Well they did not find a gestational sac anywhere. My beta was 360. To me it just doesn't look promising. Dr is soposed to talk with me when he is in tomorrow. I am also to go back for another beta in the morning. Like I said I feel PG. But its looking very much like I am not. Its a freaking roller coaster ride. I'm ready to get off...

Michael & Renee

10/29/83

DS25,DS23,DD21,DD16

TL 2/93

TLR 10/99

DD8,DS6,DS4

M/C @7 wks 3/03, M/C @13 wks

Signatures On

mom_hoping41more

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Registered: 06-26-2009

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Not very hopeful

Tue, 09-22-2009 - 6:27pm

Renee,

I know it is hard but try to keep your spirits up.

reneelynn1965

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Registered: 08-22-2008

In reply to: reneelynn1965

Not very hopeful

Tue, 09-22-2009 - 8:16pm

I've been doing some reading on the net this evening. I read that when you have a BETA less than 1,000 there will not be a gestational sac visable in the uterus. My BETA from Monday was 360. That explains why we didn't see the sac today. The Monday's BETA would be within normal range of a 5 wk PG rather than a 6 wk. While I know the date of my LMP I did not chart or keep track of O date? So I guess there is a slim chance my PG could be less than 6 wks? I am having PG symptoms. Tomorrow I go in for the 2nd BETA and if that number is falling then I will know its a M/C on the way. I have not had any spotting so far. It seems like trying to stretch a very small glimmer of hope. But I guess its all I got right now. And this ride is all bout hanging on til the end. So thats what I will try to do. Thanks so very much for your encouragment. Its been a TOUGH day. Plus on Sunday we had to put down our horse. Which was so sad!! So its been a tough few days for me. UGH.
Renee

Michael & Renee

10/29/83

DS25,DS23,DD21,DD16

TL 2/93

TLR 10/99

DD8,DS6,DS4

M/C @7 wks 3/03, M/C @13 wks

sharonsivf

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Registered: 09-17-2009

In reply to: reneelynn1965

Not very hopeful

Tue, 09-22-2009 - 8:20pm

Were all praying for you!!

Sharon
44yrs old
2 Nat Children
DD~23 & DS~19

seanmyangel

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Registered: 09-13-2007

In reply to: reneelynn1965

Not very hopeful

Tue, 09-22-2009 - 8:38pm

Renee, tons of P&PT's headed your way for good beta numbers tomorrow.

Susan V

bearbliss

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Registered: 05-31-2004

In reply to: reneelynn1965

Not very hopeful

Tue, 09-22-2009 - 10:39pm

Oh Renee, I hope all is fine, but I do understand your worry. BTDT. You are right, you have to stay hopeful in spite of everything. The fact that you are still experiencing symptoms is good, especially if they are the same intensity or stronger.

So sorry to hear about your horse, that must have been hard. We just recently got a horse and we are all so thrilled with her, it is hard to imagine having to do that, but given the fact she is already fairly old I know it will come. I hope you get good news on your next beta. (((((Hugs)))))

Michelle

Loving Mom to three