Pretty broken

Hi there .. I am fairly new here but loved reading and following stories and experiences on here .. Gave me hope .. But sadly my dr told me yesterday that he won't allow me clomid and cut me down because of my age .. (43) he said I am too old to conceive and even tho I begged him to please let me try while I still might be able to ( regular 28 day cycle) he said he felt I wasn't ovulating now and clomid wouldn't help me .. I went home to my partner of three years .. Sad and upset ... I tried to explain how I felt and he cut me down and pushed me aside .. We broke up .. So now I have lost my soul mate and my dreams .. And I feel completely broken .. Things may change but I don't think so .. I guess maybe I obsessed over our baby dreams too much? I don't know .. But I do wish u all the best of luck in your baby journey and will hand on my baby dust to u all as I won't be needing it .. If anything changes I will be back .. But ATM its all I can do to get thru the day .. Luv n hugs Bec xx