On to round three
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|Fri, 09-18-2009 - 2:21pm|
I have been laying low because this ride has been so tough on me lately - trying to write and be upbeat hasn't been my forte. I know we're all trying so hard - and I pray for all of us here and send out good thoughts to everyone.
I was hoping this would work out... but I tested Wednesday for IUI/injects #2 and got a negative. I started flowing this morning and I just hate that it is such a crappy reminder. I have felt like crap for four and a half months with no reward... if I had something to look forward to, I could make it no problem. The hormones are really reaking havoc with my body and mind.
I can hear the clock ticking - and I really want to have a baby with my husband. It's killing me inside. Poor guy says he hurts to see me so upset (I know he wants this too - he is so good with kids) and he has been a dream. I am thankful that we are getting closer through this - but I wish we got the result we wanted.
So I'll begin the new round of injects next week and have another IUI but this will be the last. I'm not sure we can go through the emotional turmoil too much longer.