The time has come for me to say goodbye

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Registered: 05-28-2008
The time has come for me to say goodbye
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Mon, 10-19-2009 - 1:13pm

Well ladies, I have come to a fork in the road.



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Registered: 12-26-2007
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 1:26pm

Oh Mattie, I am so sorry!


(((hugs))) these cyber hugs are so insignificant but please know that they are heart sent.


I wish you all the luck in the world with your donor eggs.

Susan L.

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Registered: 06-26-2009
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 1:49pm

Mattie,


No words can adequately express how sorry I am to hear your news.

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Mon, 10-19-2009 - 2:10pm
Oh Mattie, I am so very sorry. Words do not say it well enough. You are a truly amazing woman, and I am so glad to have known you while you were here. Your attitude through all of this has been encouraging, even in your hardest times. You will make an awesome mom, and I can't wait to hear how things go for you with using DE. Please do not feel you have to leave here, although I expect you likely need the break. We love having you here. And please, when you do get to doing the DE cycle come back and join us. I hope you are able to come up with the money quickly, I know it can be hard to save up that much. Many (((((hugs))))) to you.

Michelle


Loving Mom to three

Michelle


Loving Mom to three rambunctious 

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Registered: 02-19-2009
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 2:26pm

Mattie,


I just don't know what to say---your post broke my heart a little :-(


I don't have any words that seem adequate enough to provide any sort of comfort.

Lilypie - (uHMg)

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Registered: 09-13-2007
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 3:15pm
You make my heart hurt :(
 


 


Susan V

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Registered: 01-17-2007
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 3:50pm

I'm sorry Mattie- I know I'm fairly new to the board but I have lurked for quite sometime and have followed your story. You've got my prayers and support at this difficult time and I look forward to hearing the updates when your ready for the DE....

Any child is lucky to have a determined and loving mama that you will be:).....

P.S Your presence will be greatly missed.









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Registered: 05-28-2008
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 3:51pm

Matte, your post is bitter sweet. I feel very sad reading your words, however, I feel very comforted in the idea of DE. I know you wanted to see your own child's eyes, but thanks to modern medicine, you will have the chance to experience pregnancy, labor and mothering. it's truly a blessing! it's a blessing that I haven't ruled out for myself. You will truly be missed here on a day-to-day basis. As the others said, I hope you will return to update us on your DE journey from time to time. I wish you the best in life! Take Care!!

Lynda



 

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Registered: 09-03-2009
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 5:09pm

Even though I barely got to know you, Mattie, my heart just hurts for you. I feel the pain through your words and pray that the alternative you will be trying turns out to be successful. I'm so, so sorry and wish you peace.

Yours in solidarity,

~Melissa



Just turned 43 on 10/2/09.


TTC naturally, taking PNV, eating healthy, exercising and charting

Mother to a wonderful son, age 15 1/2
~Melissa

Just turned 43 on 10/2/09. Would love a BFP for my birthday in October!

TTC naturally, taking PNV, eating healthy, exercising and charting
Mother to a wonderful son, age 15 1/2

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Registered: 05-28-2008
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 5:30pm

I thank you all for your posts...


I really just need to regroup and coming to the board seeing bfp's - was not making me feel good - which also did not make me feel good. I want to rejoice for all of you, but find myself feeling bitter.



 BabyFruit Ticker

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Registered: 07-10-2008
Mon, 10-19-2009 - 10:37pm

Oh Mattie :(

Jessica

Me - 44, DH-47     

 

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