Wasn't to be
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Wasn't to be
| Thu, 09-24-2009 - 8:58am |
Began spotting and cramping late yesterday. So officially having m/c. I'm bummed for sure. I do feel grateful that at least it was very early and not like the past couple yrs of it going into the 14th wk and having so much invested emotionally and physically. Will be taking time to grieve the next few wks. My faith in the Lord and knowing he has a plan for my life lifts me up. Thanks so very much ladies for your wonderful care and concerns expressed. It means so much. I told my husband the other day that I feel like Job. Everyone around me (even my husband) tells me that maybe this is God's sign I call it quits, or that I should be happy with what I have or just asking me why I put myself thru this?? But you ladies are the ONLY ones I can come and chat with who won't tell me those things. I believe God has new life at the top of His priority. He is our creator, he is in the business of giving life. I will always remain open to His will. I would love just one more baby. And if God has this in his plan I will stay open to that. If not I will feel at peace knowing I remained open til the last my last cycle! Thanks gals! Take care!
Renee
Renee
Michael & Renee
10/29/83
DS25,DS23,DD21,DD16
TL 2/93
TLR 10/99
DD8,DS6,DS4
M/C @7 wks 3/03, M/C @13 wks
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Oh Renee, I am so sorry for your loss. I totally agree, Your faith in God will help you get through this. Take as much time as you need to care for yourself, we will always be here to offer our support.
renee, your post brought tears to my eyes!!! keep the faith, we have been taken down this path for a reason. i'm with you on the "knowing you gave it your all" idea!! i am so very very sorry for your loss. I don't know what else to say so i will offer a big big hug to you!!! please keep coming here and letting the wonderful ladies help you!! your faith inspires me!!
Lynda
I'm so sorry for your loss Renee. I will be thinking about you.
I'm so sorry Renee.... I know your grieving but I will say you have an awesome attitude and outlook on things almost identical to the way I feel.. It is in his hands and his timing, we just have to believe and have patience..
((((Renee))))
Susan V
Renee, so sorry to hear of your loss and sending you many (((HUGS))) and P&PTs at this difficult time.
Oh man that breaks my heart.
Renee, I am so sorry. I was hoping that you would have better news but I could feel how worried you were in your previous post.
I completely agree that God has a plan for you and I so appreciate hearing your willingness to be open to what He has right up to the last moment. That is how I feel too. We are actively TTC for now, but even when we quit TTC we won't be taking any permanent action but leaving the window open. That is, unless DH has changed his mind on that! Lol! (He is concerned with being too old 18 yrs down the road!) Your faith will bring you through just as mine has brought me through. ((((Hugs))))
Just curious, but did you get your second beta back? I know it doesn't really matter at this point, just wondering.
Michelle
Loving Mom to three
Michelle
Loving Mom to three rambunctious
I'm so very sorry for your loss, Renee.
I am so very sorry.
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