Why am I crying today?

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Registered: 09-21-2009
Why am I crying today?
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Fri, 02-10-2012 - 2:05pm

What is up with me? I have been teary and moody all day today. Dpo 8 and the RE's office called yesterday and said that my progesterone was 12.6 so I O'd this cycle. I am just feeling really down. Maybe it is a "Friday" thing or it could just be my cold. Who knows. I am just so tired and I don't want to do this waiting, waiting, waiting again. I feel like I am caught in a never ending cycle. I want to just go back to bed and pull the covers over my head and not deal with the world. Not an option with a 19 mth old in the house which is probably for the best.

Thanks for letting me vent.

Mel

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Fri, 02-10-2012 - 3:29pm

Mel,

big hug for you!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Fri, 02-10-2012 - 7:48pm

Mel,

I am not sure where you live, but I live in OH.

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Sat, 02-11-2012 - 10:39am

My Ovulation Chart <img      

  

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Sat, 02-11-2012 - 11:57am

Mel:

- Sandy (44) DS (natural) born just before my 41st birthday. TTC#2. Only issue: egg/embryo quality due to age. Clomid & multiple IUIs w/follistim &menopur = BFN. IVF#1 (Nov 2011) = 12 eggs, 9 mature & fertilized. Transferred 3 embryos (1-3BB, 2-3
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Sat, 02-11-2012 - 3:11pm

Thanks everyone for the support...I really needed it. Today is going much better, but it has been hard in other ways. My DH and I try to go through our storage room once a year, so we can donate stuff that we don't need and can refill it with new

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Sun, 02-12-2012 - 9:21am

Awww ((((Mel)))), I'm so sorry you have been feeling down... I wish for you that one day, very soon,

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Sun, 02-12-2012 - 3:12pm

Thanks Michele,

I am feeling better today. My DH said to just put all the baby stuff back in the storage room and not to think about it until next yr. By then things should be decided one way or the other. I am dpo10 today and temps haven't dropped, but they are not the greatest either. Of course , I have been reading about all the early positives over on FF so I poas this morning...BFN. I know that I am still in the game, but I'm just not feeling it this month.

Mel