Coming out of hiding
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|Sat, 11-18-2006 - 12:30pm|
I've been a lurker here on and off and figured I should introduce myself. I'm 41 (DH is 32) and we have been TTC since September of 2005. I have children from my previous marriage but he has none of his own. I've had 2 surgeries and countless tests and have had 2 tubal pregnancies and a m/c. The latest info that I've gotten is that one tube is completely blocked and the other was 90% blocked with a narrowing at the uterus. They went in and opened that one up so now I'm back on the TTC grind.
Basically, I'm frustrated and tired. I hate taking my temperature and I hate how obsessive I get every month after ovulation time. Our sex life has always been wonderful but now I find that when I'm supposed to be at my most fertile I can't enjoy it because every month I feel like I'm a failure when AF arrives.
I'm hoping to find some support here. DH tries but really can't understand. My friends try but lately it seems as if they are all getting pregnant!
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent and thank you for being here.