Depressed, not looking like good holiday
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|Sun, 12-03-2006 - 1:14pm|
After 18 1/2 years of MF ttc #1 we went to our friends house for our vacation the week after Thanksgiving and the first day they sat us down and told us they were PG (they wanted us to be the first to know). I know they tried to tell us as easy as they could, because they know our situation, but, how do you tell someone who is IF easily. I have been major depressed since that time. Not in the holiday mood at all. I am just so tired of day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year - every holiday - no baby! I just give up. I am so tired of fighting and trying to get PG. What is worse is this is the second friend in the last 6 months. I feel like everyone around me is getting their miracle but me and I have been forgotton about.
Went shopping with my SIL yesterday hoping it would help the holiday blues.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent.
ttc#1, MF, 0 SA, 18 1/2 years