I don't post much but I am a compulsive lurking.
A baby is a gift from God
I recently joined the board and like you I'm 45 and feel as if my hope is fading. I'm sorry your having such a difficult day. I'm also trying to be thankful for the children I have and am learning to be content with my circumstances (which is not easy!). I pray that I will have another child but if not for God to take this desire from me. TTC has a way of consuming my entire life and seems to control my emotions. Frankly, I'm tired of the rollercoaster but I'm not yet ready to throw in the towel just yet. Just remember your not alone in this journey and most of us have times we feel the way you do. The one thing that helps me is looking at it as a challenge to become pregnant and thanks to this board I found out about DHEA, which I believe still gives me hope!
(((((hugs))))) I hope you feel better.
I'm back at CD1 today.
Michael & Renee
M/C @7 wks 3/03, M/C @13 wks
I am 46 and I am 33 weeks pregnant. You probably have read my story but here it is again. My husband had a Vasectomy reversal when I was 40 and 1/2. We already had 4 kids at the time.Two years later, just as I was about to give up I discovered I was pregnant. I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. Two years after his birth, last March, I discovered I was pregnant AGAIN!!! Sadly, I miscarried. 3 months later, 3 days after my Mom passed away and 2 weeks before my 46th birthday, I discovered once again I was pregnant.Now at 33 weeks I am here to tell you Miracles do happen!!! Often when you least expect it.God has a plan. Trust and believe things will be exactly as they should be.