a fond farewell (not BFP-related)
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|Thu, 02-05-2009 - 6:29am|
I want to take a moment to thank you all for the support & information I've gotten from this board over the last 18 months. I've been lurking a lot and participating whenever I thought I had some insight or something of value to contribute. I love the way this group is so positive and always there for each other.
I'm finding, though, that I really just can't handle the whole TTC thing any longer and I've decided to give up. 18 months of trying, 2 m/c's, living my life in two-week increments, and the constant disappointment every month has become too much. I know that many of you have been through much, much worse and have remained positive and sane, and for that you have my utmost respect and admiration. I just know that you'll be rewarded with beautiful babies for your perseverance and positive energy.
I've asked iVillage to delete my membership in the hopes that it will discourage me from checking in everyday. While this group is a very positive thing for most normal folks, I am finding that it has kept me too focused on my body and on TTC, and the roller coaster every month is taking its toll on my marriage and my sanity. I hope you all can understand.
I wish every single one of you a BFP, happy healthy pregnancies, and beautiful babies. Thanks for being here when I needed you.
Baby dust to all of you!