I'm back to TTC after a 12 year break...
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|Fri, 04-13-2007 - 8:20pm|
During my almost 12 year TTC "break", I became an adoptive mom to two beautiful children, went through a divorce, remarried and had a surprise 1st time pregnancy, then subsequent miscarriage I'm happy, scared, confused, did I mention scared to be back in a RE's office again?!?
When my DH & I first met he asked me if I wanted to try to have a baby. I remember telling him, "No, I'm happily done." So I NEVER thought I'd be TTC again after a failed IVF/ICSI @ age 28 in 1995, but I also never thought I'd find myself naturally pregnant at 39...needless to say what a shock! I loved being pregnant and I savored every moment. I'd really like to be pregnant again, but I'm just so scared to get my hopes up too high, because after all that I have been through, the miscarriage by far was the most painful.
I'm having to break in a new RE who seems to be fairly aggressive...thank goodness. My OB keeps telling me that I'm just a "late bloomer", but I'm not that easily convinced.
Thanks for reading thus far!
Blessings to all,