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|Sat, 06-10-2006 - 11:25pm|
Hello everyone. I am new to this site. I have been a member of another forum since Feb 2005 since I first started ttc. Today, after getting a BFN at 17 dpo, I realized that I was in the wrong place. I was surrounded by kids having kids and kids ttc. I felt so alone and disconnected.
Here is a little info about myself.
I am 45, dh is 32 and we have been ttc for 1 year this month. Next month will be our first wedding anniversary. Neither of us have any children although I was pregnant once in 1982 while in college. The pregnancy did not come to term voluntarily.
Until I was 43, I was not interested in having kids and suddenly, without warning, it hits me. I am pretty near to accepting the fact that it will never happen. I thought I will give it a few more months, but I need a new support environment. Dh is not ready to call it quits just yet.
I look forward to getting to know everyone and sharing in your success stories. Thank you for listening and allowing me to join.