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|Mon, 12-06-2004 - 10:00am|
My name is Melody and I will be 41 in Feb. At this point its been 52 days, two cycles over due for flo. I've taken wayyy too many hpt and all ngative. My first signs was increased vaginal moisture, and englarged breast noticed by my dh. Next I experienced naseau, heartburn, tired all the time, increased urination. at about 5 wks od my dh asked what the little pimply bumps on my breast were. at 7 wks od I felt fluttery, kinda muslcey spasm like feelings in my lower abdomin. Last night as I was sitting in the bath tub I notice al ight streak emerging from my pelvic area reaching half way to my naval. My stomach has taken on a roundness to it and I have gained a few pounds. My last period was 10/14 but the 9/19 cycle was not regular.. it lasted longer but was lighter and often a browninsh blood drying look to it.
So you see my body believes that I am pregnant. I took a blood test last week and am waiting to get the results. I pray to God that I am pregnant. Not only am I eager to be but my husband and his family are sooooooo excited.
The nurse said I could be experienceing perimenopause.. come on you mean it comes on and hits you like a tom of lead? Where's the hot flashes, hair growing everywhere? where is the horror I've heard women talking about for years?
Sorry, just a bit anxious I guess. I just dont know what to think and cant fathom the thought of letting my dh and his family down.