Ok, so I am definitely out of my tree
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|Wed, 05-27-2009 - 12:47pm|
Honestly, I should get help!...ok, so I have been charting temps this month and not just CM as usual, and my chart went triphasic yesterday. I am somewhere around 7-9 dpo, but I got a bee in my bonnet and decided to POAS...why? I know it is too early and in all my infinite wisdom I know that the likelihood of getting PG unexpectedly from one month of well planned intercourse accidentally (see explanation below***) is not very likely, but I POAS anyway and of course got exactly what I knew I would get...a big FAT NEGATIVE. Sigh. I am already way too into this for my own mental health. LOL
***DH and I have kicked around the idea of TTC for several months. We basically said we would just have sex without contraception when we were both in the mood and IF we got PG, fine, if not, then it must not be meant to be. So, this month, by chance and because I have not been really paying attention to things because we (DH&I) are actually officially getting married this weekend after 9 years...Anyway, I usually O around CD15-17, and I actually had been somewhat avoiding the last couple of months because of the wedding, so normally we stop having IC around cycle day 10. This month, however, I was so caught up in everything else, I really wasn't paying attention and we were still BDing through CD 15, and on top of that, I O'd somewhere around CD12-14, making me 7-9 DPO currently. So, here I am with my mom's PG dream prediction running through my head (not that it has to be me, but Im hoping), mild cramps and low backache for the last 2 days and a definite triphasic shift on my chart, so I keep thinking Ive got to be PG and then I go and POAS WAAAAYYYYY to early and get bummed out.