scared today

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Registered: 04-11-2009
scared today
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Fri, 05-01-2009 - 8:57am
I was fine 'till this morning, May 1st. I am sooo nervous being sooo close to testing. I am actually afraid I will get my monthly and I can't seem to concentrate on work right now. I try to think of something else but whenever I feel a cramp I get scared... I stare at my computer screen and try to get work done but it keeps wandering off to baby land. So I try to think of something else like checking my email and what did I find.... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY EMAILS from every department store I have ever shopped online!!! *sigh* I apologize, it's probably very childish of me but I am just venting and thank you for allowing me...

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Registered: 09-13-2007
In reply to: dgct
Fri, 05-01-2009 - 2:48pm
You're in good company :o)






 


 


Susan V

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Registered: 04-27-2006
In reply to: dgct
Fri, 05-01-2009 - 3:25pm

I've been in the exact same boat as you for the past 3 days, totally understand where you're coming from. Good luck and hopefully you get a BFP!!

zjaney
(bummer, I just stopped typing to check and AF started today - good luck to you dgct!)

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Registered: 04-02-2008
In reply to: dgct
Fri, 05-01-2009 - 11:44pm
I am right there with you.
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Registered: 04-11-2009
In reply to: dgct
Tue, 05-05-2009 - 9:07am

this morning i tested and it's a big 1 line *sigh* i'm about 3 days late and i thought that was enough time...i'm very bloated but from what i've read online about early signs, i don't have any of them except for being bloated and late *double sigh* can i still be pregnant??? when should i test again??? so many questions and so little time (or at least it feels like there is no time) thank you sooo much for your understanding.

ps: got an email from my brother, his fiancee is pregnant... happy for them yet sad for my situation. seems it's always someone else but never me :*(

just sad today
dee

ps2: thank you again for being there, all of you :-)

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Registered: 05-16-2007
In reply to: dgct
Tue, 05-05-2009 - 12:03pm

Sorry you are feeling sad today.

iVillage Member
Registered: 12-26-2007
In reply to: dgct
Tue, 05-05-2009 - 2:40pm

Sorry about that but as you've heard before - it's not over till it's over.


Libby has several negative HPT even after her blood test said possitive.

Susan L.

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Registered: 08-19-2008
In reply to: dgct
Wed, 05-06-2009 - 7:57am
Dee,

 

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Registered: 04-11-2009
In reply to: dgct
Thu, 05-07-2009 - 4:24pm

Hello again everyone...
I can't thank you all enough for making me feel far from being alone. I suppose we all have our moments of sadness (lack of a better word). I'm glad to report that I'm feeling much better today. No AF yet and tomorrow I test again (fingers crossed). I had some cramping yesterday but not for a long time and today I feel fine. I will keep you guys posted on the outcome regardless of the results.

Thanks again!

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Registered: 04-11-2009
In reply to: dgct
Thu, 05-07-2009 - 4:28pm

Ruth

If AF shows up... I would be happy to be cycle buddies next month. It might make it less stressful :-)

Thanks again
Dee

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Registered: 04-11-2009
In reply to: dgct
Fri, 05-08-2009 - 8:15am
no AF, no lines, still very bloated...
I suppose it's time for me to get blood work done *sigh*

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