Will 2009 be MY year?
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|Mon, 01-12-2009 - 1:17pm|
Long-time lurker, occassional poster. I will be 40 in May, have DD6, and H and I have been TTC, on and off, for about 2 years. I don't have any known problems, although I'm at the point now where I think I might have something going on. I had no problems conceiving my daughter, but I was much younger then!
I get AF regularly, about every 26-28 days or so. During the months we have been TTC, I do use OPKs and AF arrives 14-15 days after my postiive OPK. I temped for 2 months and did get the spike, so I do believe that I am ovulating. I know timing is everything, but I'm getting discouraged -- on the months when timing seems great and the lead-up to O is well covered, I get nothing...
I feel that tick-tock of my biological clock and it's strong. My sister-in-law is currently pregnant with her first and so is a cousin. I am surrounded by baby talk and will soon be attending several baby showers. No one knows of my wish for another baby because I don't really want everyone to know -- to me, that would be pressure and stress me out, and I don't need that! I'm stressing myself out already!
I feel bad because I feel like my brother and sis-in-law might be expecting me to "hand down" some of my baby stuff -- particularly my