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|Thu, 02-24-2011 - 2:03pm|
Hello everyone. I have been stalking for quite some time, still a little shy, but I sure am getting more bold these days. Can't say me and my fiance have been 'trying', but we're not using BC, so we're just letting it happen I guess. We would be married by now, but my in-laws live over seas and I just can't wed without them! With the full support of family and friends, We're jumping onto the baby makin' train! CHOO CHOO! lol
I do tend to fear judgement of our situation, not being married and still being pretty young (20), but we've talked for a long time on this. We've been together 4 years, living together for 2, live by ourselves, pay for our own things, he has a full time job making very good pay and I'm a stay at home artist and part-time worker at my fiance's work. We're both martial arts instructors (he's a certified, I'm just at my first level) and soon will be having his own school in a year (thanks to his boss). We've done our homework and have a passion for being parents, so we figure 'why not?' My mom told me to just listen to my gut, because my heart will always say yes, my gut will say otherwise, but I trust it. No matter what comes first, baby or wedding, we're completely prepared. We hate bars, clubs, parties, and eating out (unless it's our usual once or twice a month trip to our aunt's sushi bar), so I don't think we'll be missing much :)
I just thought I'd share this strange dream. I had a dream I had a baby. It felt like I spent a week in my dream. I went to sleep, woke up to a baby crying, fed the baby, put it back down, went back to sleep, woke up to a brand new day and the cycle continued. But it was all just one dream in a single night. Needless to say, I woke up very confused and felt a little crazy. I seriously walked around my home, looked at my body, just to see if I had a baby. My brain hates me. lol
I hope we all make it to that next level and I have truely come to admire those who just keep trying. My sister is having trouble getting pregnant and the last thing I want her to do is to quit trying. Keep on workin' it :) God always has a plan for you!