yesterday was 15DPO and i got another BFN.
Expecting #1 (a boy!) on January 16, 2013
I'm so sorry to hear you're going through this. It's definitely a tough confluence of circumstances, but I do hope that you'll still be able to enjoy and be present in your vacation and your time with dh. I know how hard it is sometimes to refocus your mind once it starts going in a given direction, but if you're able to really enjoy your time with your hubby and not let too many dark thoughts hang over you, I think you'll be so thankful you did. And after all... this could be the last time you and dh vacation together just the two of you.