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|Fri, 06-25-2010 - 1:28pm|
Oh girls! I'm a horrible mother!
It turns out I do have mastitis, so I'm on antibiotics and pain killers. This morning I had to do some shopping, and by noon, my boobs were about to explode. So I went to the nearest McDonald's and tried to nurse Fede there. It didn't go well, he kept getting distracted, so maybe nursed 5min on each side. So I decided to come home and try again in our bedroom lying down, because that is the most relaxed place in our house. But Fede was still uninterested and kept dropping the nipple and rolling away from me, and punching my sore breast with his fists...
And I swear I felt like shaking him... I didn't, but I totally felt the urge...
What the heck is wrong with me??? To make it worse I just got an e-mail with pictures of shocking graphic advertising, and among those was this one...
And that's when I almost cried. I'm scared, because what if the next time I feel like hitting my child I'm not able to stop myself??
Edited 6/25/2010 1:33 pm ET by bailarina2005