Hate to say goodbye

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Registered: 11-19-2007
Hate to say goodbye
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Sat, 10-03-2009 - 7:42pm

It looks like I'm done. I started bleeding yesterday morning and began cramping pretty bad. I had to tell my mom early and she was thrilled until I told her that I was bleeding. She took me to the ER where I got an ultrasound and the doctor said that my blood work showed I was between 5 & 7 weeks (I was almost 8 weeks by LMP & O date) but he wasn't seeing the developmental signs that a 7 week baby would show. I'm assuming he meant there was no heartbeat. I started cramping more later in the evening and passed some tissue. I'm sad because I really wanted this but it was out of my control. I'm so glad I was here with my mom through this because she miscarried her first, too, and I just really needed my mom. I'm going to call my midwives on Monday and maybe get in to see them on our way home just to confirm the miscarriage.

DH & I have decided to try to get down to Phoenix before the end of the year, find jobs with health insurance and start TTC ASAP. He's been really good through all of this. I think it made him realize that he wants kids and also how much I want them. It's brought us closer together and also alleviated my concerns about being able to get PG in the first place.

Thanks to you all for answering questions and giving good advice. I plan to lurk and keep up with you guys throughout your PGs.

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Registered: 11-19-2007
Sun, 10-04-2009 - 10:51am
Thanks to everyone for your nice words. As hard as this is, it has DH talking about TTC which has never happened before. We'll get through this and come out stronger on the other side. It's been hard both physically and mentally but I'm so blessed to have people around me to help me get through it, including you ladies. Thanks again and I hope to be back on these boards very soon!

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Registered: 09-29-2006
Sun, 10-04-2009 - 11:42am

Jennifer,

I am so very sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you have the support of your mom and DH.

Take care of yourself at this difficult time.


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Registered: 12-28-2005
Sun, 10-04-2009 - 12:35pm
jennifer my heart goes out to you...i'm so sad to read this. P&PT that you can heal quickly and that your road to TTC becomes shorter and smoother.







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Registered: 11-01-2005
Sun, 10-04-2009 - 4:27pm
Oh Jennifer, I'm so sorry for your loss!! Many thoughts and healing vibes for you and your DH!

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Registered: 10-09-2006
Sun, 10-04-2009 - 5:39pm

Jennifer, I am so sorry.

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Sun, 10-04-2009 - 8:28pm
(((hugs))) Jennifer. I'm so sorry for your loss. I really hope that even though this terrible thing happened that you and your DH will be able to get your other plans in place and that your sticky bean will be with you next year.

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Registered: 08-24-2005
Mon, 10-05-2009 - 9:38am

I'm so sorry Jennifer! You an dyour DH are in my thoughts, and I hope you can fulfill your dreams soon. (((hugs)))

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Registered: 09-12-2008
Mon, 10-05-2009 - 3:44pm

Oh Jennifer, I am so sorry to hear this news. I am glad to hear that your DH is being supportive and as terrible as this was, it is helping to speed up your plans to move back to AZ.


We are always here for you and I hope to see you back here soon with another BFP!! ((HUGS))

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Registered: 03-29-2008
Tue, 10-06-2009 - 8:03pm

Jennifer,


I am so sorry and I'll keep you and your DH in my P&PTs.

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Registered: 10-03-2008
Tue, 10-06-2009 - 10:07pm

(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry Jennifer. I know that there's no comfort for it. It's a true loss, so let yourself mourn it. When we lost our two angel babies it was a longer mourning process than I would have imagined. Hang in there.


Looking forward to when you get your sticky baby & watching you grow.

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