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|Thu, 06-17-2010 - 12:58pm|
I had a weird dream last night and I know that most of my dreams have been weird, but this one was about the baby and it was scary.
I was sitting somewhere not sure where I was and DH was gone, he wasn't around, probably at work or something and all of a sudden my stomach opened up right at the top of my uterus and her little fingers came out of it. That's freaky thing #1. So I had her, she was early, but I am far along in my pregnancy in my dream, but when I delivered her (which I have no memory of happening in the dream) she came out with a tail, two legs, two arms, pointy eyes(like that of an alien) no hair, transparent skin, and she was both a boy and a girl, she had a vagina, but she had 6 penis'. But the doctor wouldn't tell me what was wrong with her, they had her on a feeding tube and oxygen, they had a diaper on her right away and they whisked her off so I couldn't see what was wrong. They would let me hold her finally, but it took awhile.
All the time DH isn't there. I finally find out what's wrong with her and they won't let me take the tubes out even though she can breathe just fine all of a sudden. DH finally shows up and wants nothing to do with the baby or me. He wants to be as far away from her as possible because she is this weird alien thing. I am scared, but more scared for her health than how she appears....
It was the weirdest thing. I usually try to figure out what my dreams mean. Before we went on vacation, DH confessed that he had a small slip - nothing big, just masturbation and he told me so it's MAJOR progress and I am very happy that he told me so I am wondering if it's just leftover from that...So weird, it's stuck with me so vividly all day long and I can't shake the scared worry I was feeling in the dream.
Thanks for listening, just had to get it out.
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