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|Thu, 07-08-2010 - 12:39pm|
I know this is a LONG overdue update but I didn't really know what I wanted to say and I was avoiding doing this update. We went back to WTT after AF came the end of May. Then I had a 40 day cycle and Just started AF again today! :( I assume its because I tried to go back on BC and then stopped mid cycle so my cycles are all out of wack now and I also missed some Thyroid pills so yea .. not a good month! I am glad to see AF here again though ..
Anyhoo ... After much discussion I decided I am just not ready. Dh and I are still having a lot of 'issues' in our marriage. And as much as I thought they were going away they seem to be back again! And I'm not even sure where we stand with our relationship or if it will last at this point .. but thats a whole other story! :(
So yea .. I think TTC is obviously a BAD idea! I think we were both hoping and wanting to TTC for the wrong reasons basically ... and I am just glad I realized it before we were expecting. As much as I REALLY want another baby I know its just not the right time! :( I am really bummed about it but I have also come to terms with it the last couple months. That's one reason I haven't been to active on this board! I didn't want to make it harder on myself. But you ladies are great support and I know that you will be there for me while I am sorting this all out and WTT again! (:
So that's that .. back on the WTT bandwagon! (: LoL ... Take care girls and lots of baby dust to those who are TTC! (: