I don't want to go
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|Tue, 11-23-2010 - 8:36pm|
Some of you know that DH and I are leaving for Canada tomorrow night and I really really don't want to go. In fact I think I am making myself sick with worry. Something in my gut is just telling me it's going to be a crappy trip and I don't want to do it. I don't know if it's just because I am nervous about the weather (we are supposed to get freezing rain and snow the entire day and night tomorrow and it's supposed to be SUPER cold - highs in the single digits up there) or if it's because we will be taking our first long trip (8 + hours) with the little one or what but I don't want to go.
I had a breakdown on Sunday morning that I didn't want to go. I am not looking forward to pumping in the car with my IL's there, I will have to do it at least 2 times if not more. I don't want to deal with the cold and the baby. I don't want to deal with the weather. I am worried she is going to be over tired. I screwed up with her prescription and I thought I ordered it from our mail order prescription company in time, but unless it shows up tomorrow (which I don't think it will) we won't get a new bottle of her reflux meds until monday afternoon and she is almost out. she is supposed to get 2 ml a day and we have just less than 10, probably only about 8ml left. I feel like such a bad mom. I am worried about her sleeping - she normally sleeps in her swing and we can't bring that up because there isn't enough room in the vehicle, so she is going to have to sleep in her PNP or her car seat and I just don't know if she is going to be able to do it.