I have an 8yr old, 3yr old, and 6 week old. I have been working full time for the last two years at work that is not just "a job" but a real career I enjoy. This is the first time that I will be going back to work while still having an infant. We've hired a wonderful nanny who started right when I gave birth so that I could "see her in action". I am completely at peace knowing she will do a fabulous job. However, I still feel a pull because I know that I will never have an infant again. I'm afraid that I had enough time for two kids and a job, but what if I don't have enough time for three and a job? Can I do a good job at work, or will I be not as effective due to kid responsibilities? Am I making the right decision to go back to work? BTW, money isn't a real issue, I'm only 25% of the family's income, and it's mostly for things we don't need. Being at home these last few weeks is really nice, I love having the time to just cuddle with me kids, and be silly, but I don't think I could handle it full time. Any BTDT mom's with advice? I would really like advice on what it is like going back to work with an infant at home.