I called and made an appointment with my lawyer to begin divorce proceedings. I go this Thursday at 10am. I don't even know what came over me. Something did I was sitting at my desk and I just thought "screw this crap" he called yesterday and asked to sit down and talk and wants to work out a schedule to see the kids, he said he would call back last night. He never called back. Maybe that was the final straw for me, but anyway I got up the gumption to say "enough of his sh*t"

She put some fears had about custody/guardianship to rest and told me that even if he decided he wanted joint custody would any judge give it to him because its what he has now decided.

I'm not even as sad as I thought I would be. I'm sad for my kids and I'm sad for my stepkids but thats about it.

He's gonna get hit with divorce, resumtion of his trial and possibe loss of his drivers license all in one week LOL.