I posted a few months ago... thinking my H had just had an emotional affair with this girl. I received an email today from another woman whose husband slept with this same girl. She went on to tell me my H was doing the same.
I guess my question is... do I trust this source? Some other woman whom I don't know? I don't want to believe it... but I can't trust my H either. I'm defeated. As I'm sure everyone who experiences this blow feels. I feel like if I don't talk about it it's not real. I feel that if I could turn back time all of this wouldn't have happened.
please don't tell me to just leave him... I know rationally what should be done... but I need to get there emotionally first.
Edited 7/17/2010 12:19 am ET by katka83