I'm pretty early on, just had my first re appt, and just feeling frustrated with everything.

There's just so much poking and prodding involved and I just don't want to do it. Its not fair that i have to go thru this when pg comes so easily to some people. I had an hsg last yr and blood tests to make sure Im ovulating, and now my new re saw something on my hsg file and i have to have a hysteroscopy to see if theres a polyp. Not a big deal, not fibroids, but i have to be put under. I also had that typical blood test for ovarian reserve. Another needle and what if somethings wrong? Also, my luteal phase is too short, so drugs for that. And then, starting iui next month, the whole process of needing an ultrasound first, and then the cathetar to desposit the sperm... And even worse if we end up moving on to ivf. And things havent been easier for dh with variocole surgery. Its been 3 wks and he can barely lift or go running. It just seems overwhelming. I know others have some much more to deal with, but it just seems unbearable right now.

Just a little rant, Im sure my emotions will flip again... And again.