I am thinking about HUTH now ... kinda ... sorta. I stopped pumping at work at the end of the year because I was not making enough in my mind to justify dragging all that to work with me. I was still pumping before and after work. Like I have for the last 6 months I have slowly declined in the amount of milk I make every day. I am now down to 1.5-2 ounces a day. It is a lot of work to pump and clean for so little milk. So this week I decided to test hand expressing milk into a bottle. It has been going really well. I have even increased the amount of times I express because it is so much easier to grab a bottle and squeeze a little milk out while watching tv. LOL So I think I will finish cleaning and packing up my pump to put it away for next time. I am really sad about it. But it is almost a freeing feeling. My goal has shifted over the last 9 months. My most recent goal was to make it to 9 months with at least supplying him a "shot" of breast milk every day. I know 2 ounces isn't much but it is still something. I think I might even be able to make it to a year by hand expressing. I have a few small bottle frozen still. I am saving those for when my breasts completely dry up so we can make it another week or two. I think I might start crying when I actually put my pump back in the box and put it up on the shelf. I have really loved giving Wyatt breast milk even if it is only a tiny bit every day. It makes me happy and feel good. I have learned a lot and plan on pumping exclusively again when we have another baby.