I apologize in advance that my thoughts are going to seem pretty scattered as I write this, but I'm hoping that just by posting this and maybe getting some advice/feedback will make me feel a little bit better about myself as a mom.
My son is 14 months old. My husband and I always had the "plan" that I was going to be a Stay at home mom once we had our son. Unfortnately, when he was born, my husband was out of work and I was forced back to work when the baby was only 6 weeks old. (Not unheard of by any means, just not what I had in my head). Needless to say, because my husband was home, I had a tremendous amount of help those first 6 weeks. I eased into new mommyhood rather nicely.