Some of you know my story and some don't so here is where I am at:
I'm 42, we've been TTC for over a year. I suffered a horrific cervical ectopic PG that resulted in a 2-month long M/C and I was on bedrest and out of work (I literally bled for to months straight.) I was so ill, anemic, weak, and when I FINALLY got the ok to go back to work at the beginning of April, I was there 2 weeks and laid off from the place I worked the last 5 years. And 2 days later I had my 42nd birthday. I'm definitely NOT where I thought I would be in my life at 42. Jobless, childless, directionless...feeling like a failure at life.