I had a miscarriage a month ago (April 10) at 5 weeks. Since then, the days and weeks have seemed to get a little bit better. I've heard form others on this board that holidays are often harder and I definitely experienced that on Easter. But last weekened was almost tougher. I went out to dinner with a group of girlfriends from high school to find out that 3 of them are pregnant and two are due right around the same day that I would've been. That was one of the toughest nights I've had in awhile, and since I haven't told any of them about my miscarriage, I just had to suffer in silence.