As I sit here looking around and my messy house with no desire to clean it I wonder how I got here. When I say that I mean, how did I get to the place where I can just pass by the mess and not think twice. I don't know if I have lost "Me" or just lost my energy. I have 2 kids, a 3 almost 4 year old and 17 month old. It seems like everything has just gone down hill these past 2 or 3 months. I was a neat freak, I was organized, I was clean! I loved organizing things, I loved keeping the house in order and now it seems like my hubby comes home from a long day at work and if I were him, I would just turn around and run. lol I laugh but I would! lol It's a crazy house around here. I feel like I've lost me or who I am. I did have back surgery last month and it's taking awhile to get back on track when it comes to that but it all started before that and it seems like it's all just going down hill faster and faster and the surgery was what pushed me over the edge.
Maybe I'm just in a lull but I just want to get back to the old me. The one that would get things done!
Any advice or anyone else felling like this?