Ok, I feel like I need to go to a support group or something, I am a well educated female age 36 with a happy marriage (second marriage, first one ended when I started pressuring him for kids, so he walked out. NICE)
We have one child age 6,a beaultiful and brilliant little girl.
But I can't get pg... I haven't been on any BC in over 10 yrs, tried fo 5 with my ex hubby, nothing,
With my second hubby on the first month, BOOM! pg, totally unplanned.
Now we have been trying for a year, I'm starting round 4 of clomid (150mg this time)
and my idiot friend who has 3 kids by 2 men announced she is knocked up by the turd she mved in with who treats her like sht. We had a falling out today and I'm pretty sure our friendship is over.
Clomid makes me depressed and bitchy, but really, I'm so freaking tired of watching other idiots who have no money, no job, no common sense reproduce like rabbits when I am a great mother who desires just one more to feel like her family is complete.
Plus I work at a university so it seems like all of my students are getting pg. I'm having seret fantasies that one will offer to give me their kid for adoption...
It is so unfair.