I was so ready to begin in September, never even thought that there would be no openings and I would have to wait until October!! Now, IVF is all that I can think about, yet its so far away. I've began marking out the days on a calendar to my Oct 3 appointment. Is it normal to be this anxious?? I feel like I'm getting my hopes up too soon to possibly be disappointed in the end. I know that there is power in the mind, so I'm trying my best to stay positive. But, I'm just ready for it to be done already!!! I'm ready for my little Aubrey or little Evan (names have been picked out since we got married 8 years ago!!) I'm so thankful for this board...I can just come here and ramble...it gives my husband a break!!