Well we wnt tru our first invitro treatment in june 27... two weeks later a bff :'( my heart was ripped from my chest and couldn't even breath. I have always wanted a baby since I was 18 now still with my husband at 27 10 yrs later still no baby. it breaks my heart to see my husband sad because of me because im the cause I have my left tube blocked and my right blocked just a bit open. I don't knw wat to do anymore everyone is getting pregnant around me im happy for them but I wish I knew how the feeling would feel to pee on the test and get two lines! My heart yearns I hate my self :( sometimes I just want to leave my husband so he can start his fam with someone else. All I do is cry and be depressed I don't even look foward for the day anymore. What gets me the most they inserted 3 good quality embryos 5 day doc sais they where really high quality my uterus was iin great condition. When the neg results came doc said idk what went wrong you should've got pregnant. Life is unfair at times lots of babies are born to these awful womans that neglect and kill there own babies. And I that im so ready to give my love and everything to my kids I can't even have one. Life just trips me out has me asking questions everyday still no answer!