Lately I've done nothing but dream and think about my EX-BOYFRIEND last time he got in contact with me was October 20th via text message then he stopped. I guess I keep thinking and dreaming of him because I want him and I to get back together but then again part of me doesn't want him back. I guess I just really want to confront him and talk to him face to face and ask him where I went wrong and what I did wrong and all this other stuff.
In some of the texts he sent me after our breakup he went on to say that I wasn't supportive of him and he disliked how I always had anxiety/panic attacks. But when I back at it, I was VERY supportive of him 100% he's the one that always pushed me away whenever I tried to help him out but he refused my help then broke down and gave in when he realized my help.
As far as the anxiety and panic attacks yes I had quite a few of them while him and I were together. But I thought about that problem and come on there are other people in this world that suffer from probably even worse anxiety or panic attacks or even other bad cases of various disorders and yet those people manage to work things out or get marriaged, engaged etc.
So I don't understand his point. But yeah I really want to forget about him and move on but he keeps popping back into my head and I don't know what to do. What should I do?