Good evening ladies, its been a while since I was on here. I first came here in December of 2009 after loosing my son Ethan at 35wks. I am sad to say that his little brother, Evan, who was due January 2, 2012, grew his wings on November 1. 2011. My heart is sickened that I have to go through this again. I just don't understand. I was positive that with all the medication and doctor visits that I would be coming home with a healthy baby boy. I have APS and was on 40mg of Lovenox, but they do not know if that is the cause of Evan's death as well.Today, we buried Evan at the feet of Ethans. It was the again the hardest thing I had to do. I am so angry, so lost, so confused, and so sad!