Any suggestions on how to survive that first holiday season without your baby? Our first child Caleb was stillborn last April at 38 weeks and this holiday season is so hard. I would love to hear advice on how to get through it (if there is a way?) or ideas others had on how to include their babies who are gone in their holiday traditions. I can't believe its only December 1!!! I feel like this holiday season will never end and it hasn't even really started yet!