He has been having an affair with the wife I a couple friend for several months. The reason I found out is because she told her husband she was in love with mine and he panicked and told me . He did not come clean with his part until I point blank told him to fess up. I made him tell me everything. How she came to our house and bluntly ask him to f$&k her and when he said no she took off her cloths laid out on our stairs and said are u sure. He again said no. This behavior kept up for about a month before he had sex with Her but then he rented hotel rooms for them and thought he fell in love. After a few months he realized it wasn't love that he loved me and tried to break it off, twice and she would not let up. So he took a job that took him to Utah for 3 months then overseas. She still pursued him and basically put him on the spot Told him she told her husband she was In love. I feel so betrayed and lied to I go from numb to anger to crying. And right now I know I love him but not in love and if he ask me to marry him I would panick because I don't know the answer. What is next??? I want to be In love with him again be we are apart how do you fix this when ur 1000's of miles apart? I'm so torn.