What a day already... Last night was the second night in a row that I didn't get nearly enough sleep and I've been a monster. Our 7 month old has woken up 3 or more times two nights in a row. Last night I went to sleep after 10:30 and was up at 12, 2, 4 and then at 6:30 to feed her again but by then it was time to get the kids ready for school. I guess because it was 2 nights in a row I lost it. I was angrily making the kids lunches and not being patient with my son who doesn't understand the word "hurry" whatsoever. I got home to the baby crying and my DH didn't hear her at all- even though the baby monitor was next to him. I flipped out on him, "It must be nice to get so much sleep every night NO MATTER WHAT..... must be nice to work since it allows you to sleep in everyday!! I WISH I HAD YOUR LIFE" Haha... yeah, a monster. I literally cried because I was so frustrated and unhappy with my situation. My DH doesn't have to be at work until 10a and gets home around 5pm usually. It's extremely frustrating to be that tired and know that he gets to sleep every single night just because he "works". He actually told me yesterday "You can go back to sleep after Nathan goes to school and rest all day" HA! I have 2 other kids and a household to run. I am going from 6:30am to 8:30pm. I don't even have time to be active on this board!
