Ok I'll get right to it, my dh wants a BJ in the worst way. However I just can't give it, yet. How do I over come my embarrassment, feeling like its very unladylike, and knowing if I do by the end of the day everyone will know!?
He won't hardly shower, no sex (until he gets a BJ, he thinks that denying me is going to make want me jump
Him, it only pushes me away like I'm horrible and worthless), it's all about him and what he wants. Sigh ive never given one and he wants the whole swallowing deep throat thing on my first time. I'm so frustrated with myself and him.
So how do I give one to a guy who makes me feel horrible for not just ripping off the covers and start sucking, I don't feel close to him half the time, he's promised things would get better between us once I do this. But he never keeps his promises and I just want to cry most of the time.