Hi,new here, i just thought i could find comfort.. To be honest, the present sucks. I wish i could rewind the past or fastfoward into the future. Its barely 3 months after my H left me for the OW. I was preg at the time with our first baby. He just broke it off ,a day after our romantic weekend. He confessed to anything except that she was preg with his baby and left me for her a week later. That same time i miscarried (was 3 months preg) he wasnt even there when i was in hospital. Am struggling to move on, the pain of losing him and my baby is just too much. Everyday i think about him and his new love en the baby they will have & how happy they must be. Its just too much. I dnt know what to do to get past all this. Anyone?