So I've been MIA for a while. Between moving and a new job and everything it's been hard to find time to come on to the messageboard. Well on Friday DH and I got the big gender news, and it's another girl! Which was a huge surprise because everybody, including DH and myself, thought it was a boy. While we are both thrilled to be having another girl my emotions seem to say otherwise. I didn't think that I really cared about what we were having, but as soon as they pointed to those three little lines my heart just sank. Once the evening came and DH was at work the tears started flowing and they seem to keep coming. Every time I see little boy clothes or find out someone else is having a boy I lose it. Has this happened to anyone else? Is this normal, will it go away, is it a possible sign that I'll have post partum depression? I feel so ridiculous because I know I should be happy.