I'm trying to think of it as two friends getting together so as not to get too anxious.  I have not a thing to wear.  Which means a trip to the nearest strip mall is in my imminent future.  This guy is way out of my league.  I'm not being self deprecating, I'm just being honest.  He has all of his sh*t together...I am such a work in progress...and I think he's a good five years younger, perhaps more...and he's ridiculously handsome.  What he sees in me, I have no idea.  It's just a new friend.  It's just a new friend.  It's just a new friend  

To say I'm nervous is an understatement.  Luckily, we're doing something outdoorsy so that should help...I am so rusty at this...I haven't dated since 2005.  Wish me luck!