DS hasn't asked to nurse since Friday. Because I felt I needed to cut back I wasn't offering but I didn't say no to him either. DH was keen for me to stop offering too. We were pretty much down to nursing at bedtime and naptimes only, for a few weeks. But now he lies down beside me and goes to sleep by himself. I'm feeling sad. He's only 21 months but I guess he must be ready. I miss nursing already! I can't believe that part of our relationship is over. I'm sad but I am also hopeful that it could improve our ttc journey. I'm also back on vitex. I had dreams of nursing two together. That's not looking very likely now. My mum said I should feel happy for a job well done. But I think he would have nursed longer had I been actively offering so I think I could have done better. I will never be one of those awesome Time Magazine nursing mamas. I'm sad and the heat here is killing me!